LAUREN Goodger has opened up about the "horrifying weeks" that allegedly hit him the day of his baby's funeral.
Towie Star's second daughter born to builder girlfriend Charles Drury on July 8 with her umbilical cord wrapped around her neck Born tragically in
Lauren's eldest daughter, Larose, turned 1 in 3 weeks. Her family then buried Lorena on August 5th.
Drury, 25, was later arrested on charges of assaulting her former reality star.
Lauren, 34, said when her ex-boyfriend Jack McLean died in a car accident, she attended his funeral on Tuesday. , she suffered further heartache.
When she asked her late daughter Lorena for her guidance, she said her own trials showed who mattered in her own life. I was.
She wrote: "I would like to thank you for all the love & support during this horrible and horrible whirlwind that has swept through my life over the past few weeks! I have read your message. Thank you.
"During this traumatic time I lost, but I also gained some value during this deeply heartbroken time... I was able to draw closer to new and current friends.& Family things..means being in my life and i love each and every one of you..I have so little and that's enough.
" The night before her funeral, when I welcomed her home, I asked Lorena, 'Please guide me, guide my life the way it should be.& Give me strength. 47} Courage' and many things
'She's making a new path for me Thank you Lorena I love you And that you'll always be with me And I know you paved the way, paved the way for what was meant to be
Lauren reflected on how her experience changed her
"I don't know why there are no answers, but trust the process," she said.
"I'll never get over it, but I'm learning and La Rose is my rock.
"She keeps me moving forward, both mentally and physically. I love you so much, my special girl.”
Drury was released on bail last week after he allegedly attacked Lauren in her home.
Today she revealed that she collected Lorena's ashes and took them home to her home after her tragic loss.
