Lauren Goodgar thanked her followers for their support during the "horrible whirlwind" weeks.
The former TOWIE star, 35, revealed last month that she tragically passed away shortly after her newborn baby was born. When her baby Lorena died, Laurenlost her ex-boyfriend Jake McLeanwho lost her life at the age of 33 in a horrific car accident in Turkey. I was already saddened by that.
And shortly after Lorena's funeral earlier this month the reality TV star was allegedly assaulted.
Thursday night onInstagram }, Lauren sent a lengthy post to her 853,000 followers telling them how much their good fortune means to her in these dark times. She started by saying: "I would like to thank you for all the love&support during the last few weeks as this horrible and terrifying whirlwind has swept through my life! I have read your message. Thank you.
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Instagram)"I have lost something during this traumatic time, but I have gained some value during this tragic and heartbreaking time." I got it... I made some new friends that brought me closer to who I am now.People& a family..it really showed me who I should be in my life.and me I love each and every one of you..I only have a few..That's all I need.No matter how hard it is, a lifelong lesson."
She continued: "When I welcomed her home the night before Lorena's funeral, I asked Lorena. } Give me strength {11 9} courage."
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Lauren Goodger/Instagram)"Thank you, she's forging a new path for me. Lorena, I love you and I know you'll always be with me, and I know you're clear. She also knows she's made way for what she should be.
Lauren concluded her heartfelt post by admitting she doesn't have any answers at this point. But she is learning and calls Lorena her "rock".
She signed off.
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Channel 4)Lauren first announced Lorena's death in a heartbreaking Instagram post on July 10th. She couldn't put into words the pain she felt at bewilderment after describing the baby as "the most beautiful healthy baby."Lorena reveals she's "at home now".
