Jessie James Decker reveals that she is suffering from body image problems and is in a "cycle" of compulsive weight fluctuations.
"I've been fighting some body image problems, and I probably always have when I really think about it," Decker, 34, said on Thursday { I wrote in an emotional Instagram postin 5}. "From the extreme, I get absorbed in exercise, get muscular, lose weight, give upand get, because food makes me feel better."
The "Light Down Row" singer called the flux a vicious "cycle" that continued to "deteriorate."
Decker also admits that her mental health is suffering, and sometimes all she can do is "break and cry."
She continued, "It's up and down [as is]. There were really beautiful and amazing moments, but there were also quite low lows.
" My anxiety Deteriorated, my self-esteem, my confidence. "
Founding of Kitenish Who — Shares three children with her husband, former NFL star Eric Decker — She knows she has a “very blessed life” but still had a “family” “a few years ago” He said he was struggling and screaming about "the problem."
In May, Jesse's brother John James revealed that he and hiscountry star sister had reconnected after a few years of non-speaking. ..
"I didn't want to go, so I really wanted to go and it was awkward. Certainly some of us hadn't talked for years," James, 27, about the reunion at the time. Told. "But we decided to do it for [our mom] and it was honestly great."
Jesse "[problem] publicly", family drama has been the subject of many internet chats in the past-especially at Reddit -.
"[It] kills me a little every day and makes me wonder what my purpose in this business is," she added. "And to be honest, I sometimes get the idea of quitting everything and disappearing."
Finally, a former reality star condemned her recent match with COVID-19. This caused her to "go down the spiral again" and suffer from depression, thus canceling her tour dates.
"I feel like I'm trying to post good things once in a while, but honestly I think being open can also help heal this. I'm not alone. I know. And I wanted you to know that you are not alone. I get over it and navigate the healing methods every day. "
Fans sent words of encouragement after Jesse's emotional notes.
"Your vulnerabilities are very exciting ❤️ send you so much love!" Written by one fan.
Another addition, "❤️❤️ You are not alone."
